It’s Ask Me Anything time again! This question came from a group I’m in on Facebook that openly discusses the lifestyle and has lots of great questions, this was one I found particularly appropriate since tomorrow is Halloween! Curious what the #AskMeAnything is? Check out the official AMA page on my site over here. Enjoy, and please respond with your own answers!
Q: What is the sexiest you have ever felt? Subspace? Dom high? Snuggled in bed with the e- reader? Just curious… what was the setting, how old were you? What was going on inside and outside?
A: This is one of those stories I’ve been trying to find the perfect time to tell, mainly because it’s just a really good example of how fun people in the community can be, and also because it’s so so hot. I still occasionally fantasize about this!
So, the sexiest I have ever felt was when I was 19 and in college with my college Dom (my first Dom, and we were both having a blast discovering things together). This was before there were any kind of online communities (that I could find anyway) and so we generally just did what turned us on. We used to have a game when we were falling asleep at night that after it was dark we would tell each other a fantasy. We alternated nights, and I was the one to speak up about the fantasy of having him hurt me, play rough with me, etc. That evolved into a pretty awesome, healthy BDSM relationship.
Outside of our kinks, we both liked to participate in a local LARP community (live-action role playing) and yes it is as nerdy as you imagine. I still play DND, and I loved getting to dress up in costume every other Saturday and run around the park learning to sword fight, and shoot a bow, and play out elaborate stories with people who were just as passionate and nerdy as me. This guy made chainmail by hand (swoon-worthy for us nerds) and sold it to people. He had a full chest piece and coif (headpiece) in chainmail, and helped teach people swordfighting. Fit, tall, handsome, and dominant. I was a lucky, lucky girl. At 19, I also looked pretty fucking good, and so for this giant Halloween party we were talking about what we were going to wear, and he joked that he should just be an orc taking his slavegirl to market.
I… may have wet myself in excitement when he mentioned this idea.
When he realized just how turned on I was by the idea, there was no going back. That night we went out to this house in the country with a huge mowed field where there were easily 200+ college students in full costume drinking and partying. He wore an orc mask, the chainmail chest, and his costume shirt (under the chainmail), pants, and boots. I wore a shredded skirt, a shirt that I’d ripped so many holes in I might as well have just been in a bra, and these sandals I found at a thrift shop. For our costume he had hand-made a chain collar and leash, and so before we go he tells me all of our “bedroom rules” applied in public that night. Which meant being obedient, accepting punishment, and not speaking without permission. He also said he was staying in character all night, and that unless I safeword he’s going to treat me like his little human slavegirl the entire night.
Even thinking about this story gets me all excited again.
So, we get there and everyone is like “Whoa! Who’s under the mask?” but he won’t talk to anyone, he just hauls me forward, and I’m holding onto the chain so I can get some kind of warning of when he’s going to move us, and he has me kneel at his feet whenever he gets a drink, or starts talking to people. Obviously, this draws a lot of attention. I felt so incredibly hot, because guys were just blatantly complimenting me to him, making all kinds of sexual comments, there were girls that I could tell wanted to be me (it was probably one of their fantasies too), and it was absolutely the sexiest I have ever felt.
That night a ton of awesome things happened: he and his friend were going to go talk to some other friends, and these guys had been talking to him about me, so he literally handed my leash over to one of the guys and told him to watch me. Then he told me to behave, and walked off. Now, I found out later he had just walked maybe 20 – 30ft away to talk to some friends, but the idea that I’d just been passed off like that was very, very hot. The guys didn’t do anything, but they asked me lots and lots of questions and I got to answer in full sub-mode with “sir” and “if my master says so” and all of that. At a regular college party! Later that night a girl (very drunk) came up and asked if I was my boyfriend’s slave, I said yes, and she asked him if she could kiss me. He readily agreed, and we ended up making out on the ground. I can’t even remember all the wild questions we got asked that night but it was so damn FREEING to be able to walk around, broadcasting BDSM like that, and have no one shun you. People were fascinated, excited, and all for it – but that is the magic of Halloween.
By the time we got back to his house we were buzzed, completely turned on, and I had the most insane sex of my life. We never stopped the role play, it was basically a CNC take-down play, and if you ever have the chance to get fucked by a guy in chainmail – do it.
That was absolutely, unequivocally, the sexiest I have ever felt! So, Halloween is tomorrow boys and girls, maybe this is the year you let your freak out a little?
I, for one, will be with family handing out candy like a boring adult.
But I wish you all a wickedly kinky Halloween! Hope you enjoyed this, lovelies, and don’t forget to share your stories either in the comments or on Facebook! <3
