This #MusicMonday is Pacific from ‘S’ and Jenn Champion. It’s no secret that I’ve had some serious struggles with depression over the past year, and this song showed up at some point during a low time and it made me cry so hard because it just… connected with me. It’s both sad and like a big hug at the same time. It’s not as light-hearted as some of my recent songs, but I can’t keep these powerful lyrics, and the beautiful music that comes with it, away from you, lovelies. <3

Lyrics

Don’t waste your time giving up
You know you’ll start over again
Find it and fix it, feel the end

Know there is some who loves you

And I’ll find a home on the floor of the ocean
I won’t have to see you with someone else there
I’ll leave you a note: all the things that I never said
Believe there is someone who loves you
Believe there is someone who loves you

I played this card too late and… we want different things
and I knew this from the start

I feel sad today, and I can’t trade this place, and I think I’ll fall apart
And I think I’ll fall apart
And I think I’ll fall apart

And all of the sadness seeps in
It cradles you out ’till the end
And you can’t get away from it
And it goes wherever you go

And you can’t get away from it
And it goes wherever you go

And you can’t get away from it
And it goes wherever you go

And you can’t get away from it
And it goes wherever you go (you go)
And you can’t get away from it (you go, ohhh)
And it goes wherever you go (ohhh)
And you can’t get away from it (ohhh)
And it goes wherever you go (ohhh)

(ohhhhhh)

And I’ll find a home on the floor of the ocean

(ohhhhhh)

‘Pacific’ by S and Jenn Champion